2023

       So I have not shared much about my life with many people. I have kept my past pretty vague, but I need to get this out into the universe, out of my head, out of my soul. Let us start at the beginning, roll back the hands of time to about 5th grade ( because that is when my memories of sadness begin). I remember always being bigger than all the other kids in my grade. I was always chubby, but I was a happy child. I loved life and people.      Memories of my youth are quite tattered and faded like a pair of old blue jeans. I remember the playground and kids calling me a blimp. I remember also running and kids yelling earthquake. I never once thought about looking different than the other children around me. I never once thought there was anything wrong with me. I was happy and I loved myself. Then it all continued from there, from that point forward my life would be forever changed. The bullying continued on through Highschool, I remember being so depressed that I turned to food a